Monday, April 5, 2010

ban anything lame.

Well I'm istening to Cherry Martinez on 105.1 & she has this DJ on there that is banning everything lame this year. They call today "Ban Mondays" So in the spirit off.... Here I write.

Opening myself to others is what's up! I know i don't do it much but I'm starting to realize that one needs social interactions to enjoy life. It's hard for me to get close to people because I want to avoid thoes jealous feelings that one gets when they are imbracced as family but then you realize that they are no kin to you. But that's kind of dumb right? (contradiction) that feelng is lame? Right?? I should ban that thought, and just take people for who they are.
Well I'm trying to make more connections ths year. All while working on myself. I am a work in progression as it takes a lifetime. Just as long as I don't degress. Cause that's what it's all about. Moving forward. Move for progress to gain success. (Am I sounding like Jesse Jackson?)
So when I think of LAME what pops into my head...???
My job,
my high ass rent,
not keeping in touch with family,
Fake ass people,
isolation,
self destruction,
no education,
Debt,
& not doing anything about it.
I find myself often saying just be thankful for what you got. But that dosent mean I should settle. I say this alot when I think I'm in a low place in my life. I just want better. These things that I listed also create my trap. A trap that is keeping me away from my freedom. I want to blog on every topic that I listed because I want to investigate a little deeper so that I can one day get out of this trap and be free. While also bloging about my definition of freedom. Therefore I have my next 10 blogs listed out for me.... I'll call them "the freedom blogs." I like that. (Cool something to keep me productive during idle times.) andd No for me this isn't lame this will be the formula to progression that will one day lead into success!

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