my summer swagger.

So all of my life I have been a very non active person, in terms of voulnteering going to the gym and intentionally getting fit has never really been my style. But dont get me wrong, I want to do all of thoes things, but real talk, Im lazy.
Im so lazy Im tired of being lazy, aint that some shit!?
Ill go to the gym and get tired real quick, If I put in a little bit of effort I tend to get results, so imagine if I give it my all. All I know is that one summer I want to enjoy myself by wearing a wifebeater down the street and not be so damn self concious, and thats where swagger kicks in, Becasue you can have people like Ce-Lo walking around with out a shirt on not giving a fuck and standing tall. Thats how I want to be, but I also want to be that dude when you see me you talk a second look and be like, Damn he fine! lol.
So after my past week of sickness, and going to the doctor I have been thinking about my health, Getting better and taking care of myself, Im trying to make a plan and I just want to put it out there in the universe. It will probally save me alot of money to as I am tracking how much money I spend (as I started doing listening to Outkast's Big Boi say "It aint about how much money you make its about what you spend")
Therefore I have been considering doing that Master Cleanse to start me off on a new start cleansing myself out and starting a new. Watching what I eat, steering away from too much cheeses, fried and processed foods and then eventually leading into more exercize to help sculpt my body to how I desire it to be.
Yesterday I had a good day as I went to Uptown Juice Bar in Harlem and got their 6$ Lunch special of 3 items I picked Curry Soy, Macarioni and Veggie Cheeese, and Collard Greens with a Large Carrot Juice and then for dinner I had a Chicken Salad from our local hookup in Greenwich Village. the only pitfall of my day was the Red Velvet Cupcake with Cream Cheese Icing, but I washed it down with OJ so good food conquered my day.
Today has started off to be a good day, I had bought OJ and Bannanas for the house at my local bodega and I went to my local dominican restraunt La Nueva Estrella and had Stewed Chicken with Rice and Beans and a Ginger Ale, I then walked to Garden Farms Produce to check out the veggies but got some small chinese candy to get me through the day... But I intend to finish it of with a victorious Good Food win. we will see.
All I know is that I want to feel good about myself and most confident when I look at myself in the mirror. Hey I like looking good but its time for me to go all the way and with determinination I intend on getting there.